Sick… where?
I’m sick today… just nice weather good to sleep too… so so so long never take mc liao. Can’t remember when is the last time I took mc man. Need a rest. So tired. So overloaded. Maths is getting unmanageable… This module of maths, the title really suits it, Further Discrete Maths. It really feels like it’s getting further and further away.
So many things happened the last few days, making me feel so insecure. This feeling just won’t go away. I know I shouldn’t feel like that, but I just can’t help it. No matter how sensitive I am, emotions normally override the head, and that’s how things got worse. This feeling of insecurity and paranoidness is killing me. I think I’m like having split personality, sometimes feeling ok, sometimes overwhelmed by these feelings. It would help if somebody show some care and concern, just like it used to be, or maybe what it used to be is gone? I give myself 2 weeks, if I can’t survive these 2 weeks, then I shall force myself to make a decision. Grrrr.
Time to go see doctor. The clinic should be not so crowded by now.
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Back from the clinic, suddenly know where the problem lies. Guess the doc kept me waiting long enough to think about things. We shall see how the 2 weeks goes.. I will give it a sensible analysis til then…
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