Archive for March, 2009

Sick… where?

Mar 31, 2009 in Updates

I’m sick today… just nice weather good to sleep too… so so so long never take mc liao. Can’t remember when is the last time I took mc man. Need a rest. So tired. So overloaded. Maths is getting unmanageable… This module of maths, the title really suits it, Further Discrete Maths. It really feels like it’s getting further and further away.

So many things happened the last few days, making me feel so insecure. This feeling just won’t go away. I know I shouldn’t feel like that, but I just can’t help it. No matter how sensitive I am, emotions normally override the head, and that’s how things got worse. This feeling of insecurity and paranoidness is killing me. I think I’m like having split personality, sometimes feeling ok, sometimes overwhelmed by these feelings. It would help if somebody show some care and concern, just like it used to be, or maybe what it used to be is gone? I give myself 2 weeks, if I can’t survive these 2 weeks, then I shall force myself to make a decision. Grrrr.

Time to go see doctor. The clinic should be not so crowded by now.

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Back from the clinic, suddenly know where the problem lies. Guess the doc kept me waiting long enough to think about things. We shall see how the 2 weeks goes.. I will give it a sensible analysis til then…

Quote You… Quote Me…

Mar 15, 2009 in Updates

Oohhh.. It’s a nice Sunday morning! Not feeling too tired.. still rushing my proposal…
Just popped in to insert a quote from my idol, I feel that it’s quite meaningful…

“我為快樂而生~我為快樂而活~
痛苦是自己的寶藏~快樂才是拿來分享低~~”

To my Dear friends and sisters~
(not only BFF but BF and F and whatever you call yourselves… =P )
I love you all~~

P/S: Back to Da Proposal…

Going to be…

Mar 14, 2009 in Updates

Today is such a tiring day. Although I’m on half-day leave today, come back rush like mad. My colleagues were having a sandwich lunch part at the pantry and we reached just in time to join in; I helped with cutting tomatoes and cucumbers, and washing up after that.. They had this idea cos for the whole of last week, we cooked our own lunch at the pantry, me bringing my own ingredients and cooking mee sua everyday. It’s so much better than dabao-ing, can gossip with other colleagues while preparing our food as well. Hehe. Now, the pantry kakis are from other section, although my section colleagues do join us for lunch there too, but the real cooking bunch are me and a few IT and admin ladies, so come lunchtime, the pantry will always be so noisy that some of them were suggesting putting some partition and adding an extra dining table (cos it always overflow that some of us have to sit at the couch and eat lunch) so that we don’t disturb others by our loud noises and laughter, but it was never done and we can’t be bothered with keeping our voices down too, heh.

Anyways, back to the tiring part. These 2 days, the other team is rushing this Nanyang Awards video, where our staff get recognized for their hard work and ger cash and trophy award. There will be a ceremony for them, like star search like that la. So every award winner will have a short introductory video to play before he goes on stage to receive the thing. Suppose to be half the team involved now become like whole of our team involved like that. Not that I mind helping la. There are like 20 plus award winners. Then the producer go and schedule like 2 to 3 shoots concurrent at the same time. I feel like we are at war, waiting for deployment like that.

He goes like this:

To me-”Can you go to LT23 help me shoot this Prof having class?” Then turns to wm:”ok then you go S1 B3-02 shoot this prof.” Then to E “E, u go SPMS LT2 shoot this Prof, after that go N1.2 SCBE shoot this other Prof.”
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Damn tired ley. I think old liao. WM lost his way on one of the locations, can’t find the place even after walking around for an hour. Ended up the prof wrote the wrong address for our producer. The place don’t exist at all! wm was damn grouchy after that. Haha. It was a Thursday. Me, wm n E sat down and had our lunch at the pantry, it was 2.30pm.

Me: Wah shack ley.
wm (grouchy): got more shack than me or not? I walked around for one hour looking for a place that doesn’t exist! I peeped into every tutorial room looking for the class gena like peeping tom like that… zzzz.
E: then you never knock on each door and ask them, 先生, 有没有order special?
Me: zzzzzzzz.
E: Don’t you think we like doing prostitution like that meh?? 赶场 , shoot finish one class rush to next class,好像接客酱…..

Me and wm was laughing like mad siah…

So Friday have to 赶场 also. When having the sandwich lunch party, I asked wm:

“今天你接几个客人?”
两个。
Then I turn to E:
“你呢? ”
我也是两个。

All our other colleagues stare at us in horror. “What kind of conversation is this?? 接what客?? Got so jiat lak meh???” LMFAO. Their reactions so funny.
Shoot finish on Friday liao I was soooooo tired. Go class with aching body, half from the shoot and half from dunno what man. I have no idea why I’m aching at all.

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So I’m suppose to be very free on weekends right? But I haven’t touch my PS2 yet, except to test some games that I kope from my colleagues. I want to play but dunno where all my time went. I thought this weekend can play but not so!! I have to rush a proposal so that the company can send me to some overseas trip to US in April for 1 n half week. Have to submit on Monday. Not sure can go or not though. The proposal must appear magically first. Yes. That’s why I’m here in office on a Saturday. But I’m not feeling the least bit down. Cos half our team are here too. Rushing this and that. In fact, half of my department is here cos of the NTU open house event. I thought, since I’m here already, may as well stay and type the proposal, go home sure koonz one. But my progress is slow…… I hope I finish by tomorrow!!

Term 2 here I come~

Mar 08, 2009 in Updates

Yay! Submitted my assignments for this term. I thought one week break will be very relax, but who knows, rushing assignments everyday, I’ve been practically sleeping with maths the whole weekend, and I submitted all my Maths assignments ahead of time! Yay! So I guess I will be very free for all my weekends… so the moment I reach home, I hooked up my ps2 and moved the tv in the room so that I can play even though my sis is using the com.. all done up now.. hur hur hur… quite a lot of work.. now the table is neater too =)

So I shall live up to my name of being a 宅女 , I just don’t want to be buried in my homework all the time, so NERD and NO LIFE. (Not like staying at home got life also haha) It’s been a while since I play any games though.. but to prevent myself from being bored to death on weekends, well,? 宅女 don’t have much friends too you know… Now that it’s been all hooked up, I’m torn between finishing my revision of the last chapter of Term 1 Maths OR playing games, OR just go to sleep. Very tired you know.

Back to class tml! I shall conquer you! Further Discrete Maths! Bring it on! I’m not afraid of you! BoO!

I’m not crazy I’m not crazy I’m not crazy I’m not crazy I’m not crazy I’m not crazy…… I’m just tired……………….

Please cherish your life.

Mar 02, 2009 in Updates

Feeling… hrmmm.. sort of..hard to describe. Having mixed feelings now. But I have definitely grown up but I have not improved! Grown up in the way I think and my level of tolerance.. I’m quite surprised at the amount of patience I have developed. I guess all these comes with age.. and a price. On what I have not improved.. hrmmm.. I shall not reveal it here.. Not for your eyes! Haha.

Today is such a happening day… My colleagues are such a funny bunch. Early in the morning close doors and gossip about stuffs.. laugh die me liao.. During lunchtime, we heard about the “student died in campus” news.. wahhhhhh… so drama ley.. A still say want to go see see look look.. where got free.. so many things to rush.. I asked him to do a live report for us.. ended up he also lazy to go.. zzz. Then I msged E, doing reservist at his tuas naval base to tell him about it:

My SMS:
“Wah.. Big news… A student
stabbed his lecturer then jumped
off a building. He died and the
lecturer seriously injured!
Just happened here in NTU
50mins ago!”

His reply:
“Wah… Big news.. A reservist man
eat a burger on ship then he jump
off to sea! The reservist drown n
e burger gone. Just happened in
sea like 5mins ago….”

Wah liew eh… he think I joking ley!! Laugh die me liao.. I showed WM the sms and he almost died laughing too… muahahahaa…. After lunch, we went to try out the guitar hero on the new wii set the office bought for our entertainment during lunchtime.. Actually I still have things to rush for the day, but they say play for a while only so I decided to sit in for just 30mins.. hrmm not too bad, maybe go his house carry the drum set over too, haha.

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I finished drawing my leopard already!! I drew twice, the first time is too small, so I drew again. The requirements are that the drawing occupy 70% of the A4 size paper. My second drawing looks ok in general, but somehow something looks quite weird to me.. Then I realized that the leopard’s head is a bit too big!! A bit off porpotion liao.. but hack man.. don’t care liao.. don’t really wanna draw it again.. have to start working on my camera soon!!

I think there’s something hypotizing about doing homework, and I thought it’s just maths only. But not only maths, I discovered that I feel sleepy when I do drawing too! Must be the homework problem… definitely not me…