The Square Box

I’m so damn tired today. Last week everyday sleep 6 hours also not so tired. Why? Trying to figure out this puzzle.. I slept 7 plus hours on Monday. Not bad what. Is it because I wasn’t sleepy at all but tried to force myself to sleep last night? Cos last week I slept within 15mins once I hit the bed.. but this week got a bit of insomnia.. hope this doesn’t continue for the rest of the week.. if not sure tired die one..

Back to work.. Luckily I’m making progress.. Have to keep up so that can finish the 1st draft edit for the committee meeting in March.. Normally this kind of time line shouldn’t be a problem for me.. but I have been pretty slack recently.. I’m not sure if I’m slack or the deadline is much tighter this year… my colleagues say because of the tighter deadline, but I feel that I’m slack. Don’t have much feel recently… maybe cos battery running low.. must recharge soon..

bad news.. yesterday’s maths class I catch no ball for about 80% of the whole 3 hours.. E also shaking head.. die liao.. I hope my brother knows.. time to consult the expert..

Life is an irony sometimes, don’t you think? Things that you don’t want to happen will really happen right in your face. *smack* just like that. It may not be a bad thing, but when it happens to me, I asked myself a thousand times why??? but there’s no answer. Somebody up there just want to play with our lives. I just have to go along with it, taking careful steps each time, trying not to let myself get hurt, at the same time, trying to make it work. 几岁了，还玩这种游戏… please 手下留情 !!

Watched Slumdog Millionaire last weekend. It is quite nice, the way they inter-cut the film with the millionaire show and the male lead’s life. Although I had problems catching what they say with their accent sometimes. There was a slight indian smell in the cinema before the show starts, but it disappears soon after. Luckily I watched the show in quite a high class place, if not it will be “watching movie in the middle of Little India scenario” =X

Today, A is in a happy mood cos his proposal on Sunday was very successful. Haha, feel happy for him la. Then he wants to spread the joy by finding a bf for me. He keep asking everybody if got anybody to introduce to me or not.. zzzz. How I wished he is here at that moment, really want to see his reaction to this…

Monday wasn’t as bad as I thought. Although was pretty disoriented in the morning. Successfully outsourced my shoot in the morning to M, so that I can concentrate on my montage edit. Super overjoyed man! HaHaHA. So very the 感激 him… Thank you thank you….

Nearly fall asleep in the first 30mins of class on Mon night.. but after that I became quite awake. Luckily I understand 70% of what my lecturer was saying.. Last lesson I only understand about 30% of it man..

Today was damn stoned… SUPER DUPER STONED. Some more morning got emergency situation crop up, M have to come back from his leave today to pass me a part of the video file that I’m editing for boss to present at a meeting later at 2pm.. Damn kan jiong until I was so hungry but got no appetite..
Wait until 1.35pm I sms ask him, “You reaching?”
5mins later he replied me, “B4 5mins”.
????? So chim, I assumed he is reaching in 5mins.
Then when he reached (like 10mins later, we were pacing up and down the lift lobby liao), he said that the sms meant us to go down level B4, he pass us the thumbdrive, then go look for parking.
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Wah lau!! Who knows ley!! I think this kind of sms only his wife will understand lor.. zzzzzz.. whack you then u know eh… *ah bish*

Then the file he passed me was off sync!! Really testing me siah.. but I think I still work quite well under pressure.. Muahahahaaa.. nearly went crazy.. ><

Dear E was so nice to buy the special order macaroni for me, it tasted just nice! I was half expecting it to be tasteless.. hee hee.. can consider it to replace my 鱼片米粉lunch everyday.. is it carbo?? hrmm.. must go check that out already… I think it is.. =(

On duty now while I’m typing this entry… So stonedz so tired stonedz and tired tired and stonedz… zzzzzzz… seems to be 慢半拍 in doing things.. Today is really not a good day man.. morning got situation at night also got situation… sighz.. I thought rooster is suppose to be lucky this year??? Why I so suay?? Equipment not working here spoil there spoil.. I think I’m going to be spoil soon too…@*_______________*@

Another guilty weekend for me. Haven’t touched my books for 5 days. But the good news is, my assignments are ahead of time~!! FOR NOW. Have a bad feeling that this isn’t going to last. Especially my sketching assignments. Want to outsource but nobody want to draw for me. =( E ask me draw myself he can only scan for me. (Our sketching assignments has to be scanned and uploaded to be submitted online) Asked x then he say,”aiyo please la, don’t do this kind of things la..” Gena scolding =( Got a friend who draws for her job one, but don’t dare to ask her, better do it myself, 不要做坏小孩 … hur hur…

First time skipped class on Friday, I organized a farewell ktv session for a colleague who is leaving.. I know leaving still can meet up one right? But but but.. she going to fly far far away to work for at least 3 years~ So it’s now or never.. you think I anyhow skip class one meh.. no lor… 我是乖小孩! It was fun though, although gena dua by K who took mc on Friday.. (Sigh, how can we go KTV without our 歌后??) But we went ahead anyway, what to do.. C so busy.. no other days she free liao… C keep passing the mic to us.. then we tell her:”you better sing la.. go dubai cannot sing liao.. sobz” We keep disturbing her saying go there must 包起来, if not they 抓你进猪笼!!” hur hur… It was more fun than I thought, E performed his One Night in Beijing, sing both guy and girl part. Although not the first time I see the performance, but it’s still so damn funny man! We all laugh until tears come out.. Too bad cannot extend the timing… But this place is damn cheap ley!! Charge by per room one, don’t have to order drink, if you thirsty outside got vending machine $1 only! And the songs are quite new too!! The sound system also not badz.. Woo~ say byeeeeee to kbox liao~~ Bleahz~~

Sat got wedding dinner.. cos it’s v-day as well so I wear a bit nicer.. hee hee.. but didn’t take any pics.. one and only pic is the group photo with the bride n groom..The dinner is at Grand Shanghai restaurant, ajacent to Grand Copthorne Hotel, it’s quite a nice place with nice nice ambience.. not too bad..

This dinner is like a mini school gathering for us, I saw a lot of people I haven’t seen in ages!! And not to mention the industry people too!! Had a great time catching up with ah girl.. and ah seng. Darn funny, he told me I.L’s having his third kid liao, and it will probably be his last one. My reaction was:”sure or not?? I don’t think so ley, seems like he’s trying to form a soccer team…” Seng:”YaH! Don’t trust him! Indians cannot be trusted!!” LMAO.. We are not being racist here, it’s just that I.L is actually a chinese, but his complexion is so dark that we always laugh at him being an indian. He is really THAT dark lor.. but his brother’s complexion is fair though. So weirdddd.

After the dinner, y.c wanted to go play pool, but I gotta meet up with a friend at mr bean so I dropped them at douby gaut mrt, in the ALL DAY bus lane!! Gena horned by a bus siah.. sianz… hope I don’t gena summon… =S

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I’m probably not going to touch my books today liao.. spent the whole day half nua-ing and half doing editing. That’s why I hate to sleep in the wee hours of the morning, I always feel damn tired the next day, even though I had enough hours of sleep. And I’m suppose to go jogging now but I actually feel so lazy!! Arrgghh this is not good. Although I run on Thurs already but didn’t cover much, ran only 1.2km again. and I was thinking: if I’m not gonna improve I better do it more often.. right? right? Devil please go away….

This is the first time this year that I woke up feeling so tired. Usually I will jump out of bed and prepare for work enthusiastically. haha. I have a feeling I will be tired throughout the whole week…

Last weekend had to be the most sinful one that I ever had. Firstly, I didn’t manage to go for the exercise day for Friday. Then, after eating Carbonara on Friday, I suffered from indigestion and discomfort all the way in class man. Can’t even drink a cup of coffee during tea break.. Then Sat ate steamboat at a gathering, so damn full too!! I was thinking, I must go run on Sunday! But but but… Sunday went for a ktv session so didn’t manage to run, suppose to go home for dinner, but ate oyster omelette before that! Omg. Then I ate my dinner at 9plus, when my digestive system is at its worst moment. So fat die me..

This two days also don’t know busy with what, before I knew it, my day is over.. and it’s Tuesday already!!! I was so stonedz in class last night that I don’t even understand most of what my lecturer is teaching.. E was stonedz too, we both can’t wait for the class to be over, but at least he knows what’s happening.. well.. I don’t.. so.. it’s time to hit the books!~ Please communicate with me~ my dear textbooks~~

So sad. My Maths assignment is so simple yet I can make stupid mistakes. Only got 5 questions some more. One question is 20marks, I only got 80 out of 1oo. My answer is correct, but I forgot to put the negative sign! Grrrrr… So angry at myself.

My colleague is going on reservist, very last minute, so poor thing. He has to sail to nowhere then sail back again, for two weeks. Deferment has been rejected. Poor thing! He then sent us all an email:

Hi all,

Due to economical downturn, our government has ordered me to go back to serve them again for a minimal wage!

This will takes place from XXth Feb to XX^th March.

Mostly will be boarding a maiden voyage to South China Sea then come back.

On board I will be very busy playing PSP and talking crap with my friends.

I also shoulder the responsibility to sleep more than 12 hrs a day.

More siong is when I have to eat more than 5 meals a day!

Look what the government is doing to us!!!

I guess you can imagine the toughness and hardship that I will be going thru the 2 weeks.

Going to miss you guys and will send postcards..

Cheers!

XXxX

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So funny ley!!! Win liaos man. We will all miss him!! Life will never be the same again. Ha Ha Ha.

Feeling a bit tired today. My working hours has been changed to 8am to 5.15pm, so that it won’t be so rushed to go school on Monday. So everyday have to wake up at 6.30am. Siong.

I was on my way to school on Sat morning along Lornie road and I saw two guys with a big camera at the overhead bridge. First reaction was to slow down, was running at 85km I think. After that, the more I think about it, the more I feel that they were just shooting video cutaways. TP camera got so big one meh?? It’s even bigger than my Sony Z1 man. Need two people at the overhead bridge to catch speeding cars meh?? From what I know, they normally hide their camera amongst the flowers and won’t be standing ley. If really TP then suay la. Should have at least smiled at the cam, maybe they see me chio they won’t book me, muahahahahaa… *dreaming

Class ended at 4pm. 9am to 4pm. It’s amazing I didn’t sleep in class. Suppose to go home study but ended up went to ktv. Finding ktv in the east is so damn difficult man!!? Went to Katong–> Marine Parade —> Downtown east. East people either don’t sing or they have their own systems at home. Cos even downtown east kbox is quite empty.. The people there are damn friendly too. We were at the counter and they were explaining the charges to us.. ok… my friend was desparate to sing so we ok ok and ok…

Kbox counter staff: If everything is fine please sign here! (beams at us)
After signing on the slip of paper..
Kbox counter staff: Ok! 13 号房！Enjoy yourselves!!
(怎么突然有一种来开房的感觉… …=_=”)

They are so nice that they didn’t chased us away after the destinated time that we were suppose to leave… they didn’t even bill us! cos normally kbox send the bill at least an hour before.. (scared we run away or what..) but this one doesn’t.. we probably can sing until 3am for all they care..

Today is a downer man. sma duty starts this month then I gena once a week, so on the average, I only get to go home early twice a week… Sian sian sian… actually we got the schedule last week already, but today they increased the number of sessions from 17 to 35 sessions! So have to do more duty… Sma is always a downer man… Grrrr…

So in the mood to work today… better go finish my work before the mood goes away..